I remember how much he cared and loved me. I was so young, but I can still remember that feeling. I know that I should hate him and want to never talk to him again, but I don’t. I hope that he calls so that I can give him another chance.

Pictures really are worth so much more than words. I love how much you can say with an image. It’s a beautiful thing.

We’re going camping next weekend. I haven’t been this excited about something in a long time! I’m so excited to escape civilization, relax, be surrounded by beauty, and have some quality time with good friends.

This is the fullest our fridge has been in so long!

My body, heart, and soul yearn for change. I need something more, something new, something else.

I want to be surrounded by beauty. I want to be in an unfamiliar place. I need to meet new people. I need to experience new things. I feel so confined in this state. I want to escape the desert, mountains, and heat. I feel like any inspiration I have is destroyed by my surroundings.

I want to run away to a new city with my soul mate and start over. Everything that has been holding my back is slowly drifting away. I don’t want to live my life having never tried something new. I want to take a chance.

Our lease is up at the end of the year. I want to move on. I need to start over. I might come running back, but at least I will have experienced something new.

I came across this really neat site awhile back that I really love. Here is just a taste of the fun and informative posts that you can find at http://www.designspongeonline.com.

click here to read the full post and make your own wood clock!

I’m really loving this album. I seem to enjoy it a lot more than the previous 8 albums released by the indie/experimental/psych folk band from Baltimore. Panda Bear, Avey Tare, Deakin, and Geologist won my heart over with this album due out for release on January 20, 2009.

Click HERE to download.

Defeat.

 

I often feel like I am surrounded by a world of defeat. I’m slowly sinking because I can’t swim fast enough to keep up with everything that is thrown my way. Treasure the good things in life because they are everything.

  • photo by: Ryan Pflunger